March 25, 2009

  • FML!

    IDStart TimeNameBuy-inEntrantsPositionWonNotes
    84494263Mar 25 00:31ETBracelet RaceDouble Stack$200.00 + $165310--
    84944484Mar 25 00:16ET$30K Super Turbo GuaranteeTurbo$110.00 + $741916$322.63
    84494284Mar 24 21:51ETSatellite to Bracelet RaceTurbo$69.00 + $6281$216
    Entry to tournament #84494263
    84479773Mar 24 21:31ETThe Fifty-FiftyDouble Stack$50.00 + $51,240538--
    84493009Mar 24 21:31ETMain Event Shootout$200.00 + $168143--
    83360811Mar 24 21:01ETTuesday Main Event QualifierDouble Stack$300.00 + $22175156--
    84917391Mar 24 20:31ET$25,000 Guarantee (Rebuy)Add on$30.00 + $339513$411.30
     
    You made 2 rebuys/add-ons for $60.00 .
    84913483Mar 24 20:01ET$35,000 GuaranteeDouble Stack$24.00 + $21,600241--
    84478841Mar 24 20:01ET$75,000 GuaranteeDouble Stack$150.00 + $13730334--
    84493101Mar 24 19:51ETSat to Main Event ShootoutSix HandedTurbo$24.00 + $2366--
    84177850Mar 24 19:31ET$33,000 Guarantee (1r+1a)Add onSix Handed$100.00 + $9216168--
     
    You made 1 rebuy/add-on for $100.00 .
    84905849Mar 24 19:01ET$40,000 GuaranteeDouble Stack$69.00 + $6661177--
    84905851Mar 24 19:01ETBracelet Race$24.00 + $29476--
    84903991Mar 24 18:46ET$15K Super Turbo KOSix HandedTurbo$55.00 + $4755422--
    83360884Mar 24 18:31ETTuesday Main Event SatTurbo$50.00 + $5451$322
    Entry to tournament #83360811
    84167238Mar 24 18:01ETTurbo $40K GuaranteeTurbo$200.00 + $1628994--
    84493075Mar 24 17:51ETSat to Main Event ShootoutSix HandedTurbo$24.00 + $23612--
    84160299Mar 24 17:01ET$30,000 KO GuaranteeDouble Stack$120.00 + $9356144--
    84493061Mar 24 16:51ETSat to Main Event ShootoutSix HandedTurbo$24.00 + $2366--
    84887044Mar 24 16:31ET$19,500 Guarantee (Rebuy)Add on$30.00 + $3283118--
     
    You made 4 rebuys/add-ons for $120.00 .
    84885231Mar 24 16:16ETBracelet Race$69.00 + $63718--
    84883423Mar 24 16:01ET$22,500 GuaranteeDouble Stack$69.00 + $638624$146.49
    83498139Mar 24 16:01ET$40,000 Guarantee (Rebuy)Add on$100.00 + $917483--
     
    You made 5 rebuys/add-ons for $500.00 .
    84493053Mar 24 15:51ETSat to Main Event ShootoutSix HandedTurbo$24.00 + $23016--
    83362183Mar 24 15:41ETWednesday Main Event SatTurbo$69.00 + $6191$216
    Entry to tournament #83362162
    84492225Mar 24 15:31ETMain Event Shootout$200.00 + $167267--
    84387290Mar 24 15:01ET$50,000 GuaranteeDouble Stack$150.00 + $13416178--
    84876810Mar 24 15:01ET$21,000 KO GuaranteeDouble Stack$24.00 + $21,329828--

    Total spent on buy-ins (incl. rebuys)  = $3548

    Today's winnings/losses = $1634.42

    Today's net profit/loss = -$1913.58

                 Have you ever made mistakes and know exactly what the problem is and how to solve it but you keep making the same mistakes over and over again.  That is precisely what I am going through right now.  The same theme everyday, I play the best I could and build such a nice stack, and even in some of my tournaments luck is right by my side, but yet I get to the final table or close to it and I choke.  I start making really bad plays that cost me my tournament life and tons of potential money.  It literally makes me disgusted at myself for making such bad plays and especially when I work so hard to get that far, to blow it all on one play.  My problem is that I'm overly aggressive in the deep stages of a tournament, especially if I'm one of the chipleaders.  I find myself trying to force the action which back in the day I used to just wait for it to present itself to me and I'd capitalize on it.  Hence, the results I'm outputting now as opposed to a few months back at the end of 2008.  If anyone was there to witness my late stage blowups today, I am genuinely sorry and please don't follow in my footsteps.  I know what has to be done and I'm going to apply it in my next session and all my sessions to come.  A good friend told me today that maybe the cause of me playing like this is because I "over work" myself and I should take a break.  Unfortunately, I can't take a long break because there's plenty of things to pay for but I have decided to take most of the day off tomorrow and only play when I'm in the right mindset.  Plus, I have a few errands to run anyway so it'll be really beneficial to get my mind off poker even for a few hours and come back later to play the evening tournaments.